snowfence's Journal

Thanks Guys!!! you are ALL so awesome!!! :D
Oct 08 2008 07:00

thanks guys!  i know that some of you only read these messages i post & i don't care.  it's MY journal.  anyway, i love my new body & i love my new attitude, & i love that it's not a race!

the 1st time i reached my goal weight i did it too fast.  the 2nd time was from starvation from that other gramma driving me 12 hours away & not bringing me anywhere to eat.

this time it's gonna be from ME!!!  which is the best!!!  :D  i am slowly getting there & it's gonna be from eating AND eating at night!!!  i am trying to train the body to expect to eat, even at night, AND it's working!  i am so happy, you have NO idea!

i'm almost there!!!  135 today!!!  WooHoo!!!  i really want to go lower this time, so my high will be 134.  i guess we'll see what happens.  it's not today or tomorrow.  it's the rest of my life!!!  that's the best part!!!

there's no hurry...  :D  i will get there & you ALL know that i will.  i'm doing it slowly this time, that's all.  that's the right way to do it anyway.

i hope you ALL are hanging in there.  you better be!!!  :)  this does work!!!  just take your time.  make ONE change at a time if that's what you need.  it doesn't matter.  it works though!!!

LOL  i can't remember the last time i counted calories...