razjokey's Journal

Thanks so much for the welcome and encouraging comments you left for me!

I know it's really difficult to stay patient, but nearly 50 pounds in such a short amount of time is amazing to me! That really gives me inspiration! I hope you keep up the great work!

Hi Raz, I was just at itsmeisha thread and thought of paying you a visit here. First of all, big congrats on your 22 kg! It's no easy feat, I know I lost 22kg too! And hurray to kg! when I convert my weight in pounds it makes me feel like a whale.

I know what you mean, this weight loss thing is such a drag, and it has slowed down in the last month, I lost only 2 kg! I still have some 23-25 kg to go. Tomorrow I weigh again and cross your fingers, I'm hoping for 1 kg this past week. I can hope...Part of me is wow I look great, part of me is damn I must have a 10kg belly, after all this work it's still there, and biiiig! And believe I do abs almost everyday! But I think, well this is not just a diet that will end when I reach my goal. I'm building the new me, a new lifestyle, a new way of thinking toward food. It's not like before when I was binging on my favorite foods because the next day was Monday and I was going to start a diet! You know, that twisted way of thinking. You don't have a big fat check on your first job! a career takes time, so I guess it's the same like everything else. No immediate rewards. It is a physical and emotional/psychological transformation, it is suppose to take time but it is also soooo rewarding. Hang in there man, do something to boost your mood up, exercise, music, whatever works for you, so you can feel re-energized to continue your transformation. Think of your reward, whether it's next month or next year, it is going to come and it's going to feel sooo good!