kizzichan's Journal

Hooray, It's Midterm Time
Oct 14 2008 12:05

Actually, this is one of the times I think maybe Megan is right.  Perhaps I do belong in a seishin byouin.  Surely a mental hospital is a good place for someone who actually enjoyed taking her Japanese midterm this morning.  It's also fair to say it's a good place for someone who eagerly anticipated it.  What a psycho Japanese freak I am.  But it is my love.

What I am not looking forward to is the 150 pages of reading I still need to do for next Tuesday's culture class.  I'm trying to figure out a way to stay awake in there... so far this hasn't been so effective, although on one momentous occasion, I only fell asleep during the Japanese lecture three times.  That was indeed epic and certainly a record - last week's China lecture took me out at least six, which is really the strange thing about it, considering I think the Japanese professor is at least six times as boring as the China one.  Mr. Korea owns both of them, I've actually managed to stay awake during some of his lectures.  He's on tonight, so we'll see... I only have ten more pages in Everlasting Flower to read, which is kickass (uh, not the book, the fact that I'm nearly done).

Thursday-Sunday was kind of diet fail time.  I went home, and it's funny - now that I eat so restrictively here, I realize what terrible eating habits I used to have.  It's a wonder to me I wasn't actually FATTER.  I ate like a cow.  Well, at any rate, I didn't work out except for... maybe 1 day, maybe 2, I don't exactly remember, but I THINK I came in around 1500 or maintenence at least.  I shouldn't have gained, although I do feel chunky right now, but I dunno... I've been feeling weird lately.  My stomach hurt randomly a few days ago.  Maybe it is TTOM but I'm not sure; it's not like I log these things.  THAT would be awkward.  *phails*

I'm really stressing over that midterm... and I haven't been able to find anything that's even remotely appetizing to eat anymore.  Tonight I'm making my own dinner of chicken salad - the dining hall is just... yuck.  I looked up calories in their desserts last night - some had over 900 calories apiece.  The winner, at just under 1000, was some sort of peach pie.  I just can't feel good about eating anything there.  Today I'm going to take an hour or so walk, then probably do more reading.  I know I should be reading so I feel bad leaving the room to exercise, but it's SO necessary.  Oh well.  Shikata nai.

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