kimne's Journal

HS Reunion & Misc
Oct 14 2008 07:26

I've decided to go to my HS reunion. Its a long way off so I may change my mind. I figured what do I care what those people think of me? I don't even have to see them again. There are some people that I would like to see. I realized thinking about it over the weekend that I had kinda a split personality in HS. I would hang out with my loser friends most of the time but there were times that I hung out with the preppies. I think I had a hard time staying with the preppies because of my low self esteem. I never felt like I deserved to be there. So I kinda went back and forth. Do I want to think about how my life may be different if I had worked on my self esteem and hung out with the preppies more? No, not a good idea. But would be nice to see some of them. One girl I went from Elementary through Junior High to High School with. Another was a pretty good friend. I know the first girl will be there because her husband (if they are still married) is on the planning committee.

In other news: After Saturdays migraine, I did well Sunday and yesterday. I did everything planned on Sunday. Took it kinda easy yesterday. Did go grocery shopping and went to class. We had a substitute teacher and she worked us hard. I can feel it in my knees today.

I got to hang out with Mel at the rabies clinic. We drew the vaccines into the needles. Tucker was mad that he got his shots and ignored me while we were there. When we got home he did a circuit of the kitchen, then the down stairs bathroom and the living room. Then he came back to me in the kitchen and purred and rubbed on my leg. It was like "Thanks for not leaving me in that place".

EDIT: I've decided to switch to the later class on Friday night. The 6 o'clock class I'm in now is a 'deep end' class (which I didn't know when I signed up). I'm not really enjoying it and I'm not getting any better at the moves. The 7 o'clock class is a shallow end class. I talked to one of the ladies that takes it and is in my Wednesday night class. She said that the Friday night teacher works you harder, which is fine by me.