bigbitty's Journal

Beating the Broke Back Blues
Oct 11 2008 14:31

So I coughed, and something popped, today I woke up in exptreme pain, yadda yadda yadda. I am just trying to focus really hard n not over eating, The urge has been stronger since I injured myself, and it makes me recall, even at my FITTEST, I would binge, when I had injuries, I dont know, maybe I thought eating would make me feel better, take my mind off of the pain or something, but I have been fighting it.

One thing I did notice is that, I have been eating heathly or whatever, but now deep fried things, have a very strong smell to me, like a sickening smell. I even ate this little breaded tofu tidbit, and it was like pure grease to my mouth and gave me this terrible aftertaste! My mouth has gotten VERY SENSITIVE to it, which is goo, I think the oil levels of my food (good or not) were too high, and that contributed to the weight gain.

I did however design a logo for DH, I have been working on it off and on for a while too, so I am VERY happy about it. its pretty cool. And I got to log my calories and everything. I am just kind of worried because I have a job tonight, like 4.5 hours serving, and I am in so much pain, I had to take 2 panadol and 2 nuraphen just to get it to manageable levels... Whoa, I am NOT looking forward to this AT ALL...