I originally found this site while trying to recover from anorexia. I have sucessfully regained weight - I am even at the highest weight of my life! But I don't mind the number on the scale so much as I mind my "thickness". I am a bit of a fat skinny person. So I am looking to tone up - I especially want some abs so I don't look so bloated after I eat even the smallest morsel of food... I also have this pocket of fat right below my bellybutton that has been driving me up the wall!

I recently started going to the gym for the first time in my life, and I have been putting a lot of work into this! Hopefully I will see results soon!!! I still have one problem though - I ocassionally binge. This normally happens 1-2 times a week (which is a lot better than the 4-5 times a week that used to happen). But I am trying hard to stop! I have high aspirations to look smokin' before early July when I am going on holiday!!!

Btw, I am currently 19 yrs old, 5 foot 8.5 inches and I think around 132 lbs or so... I am studying to become a biochemical engineer.