I'm currently at my heaviest (~185).  I thought once I got to 160 that would be the max weight for me but it didn't stop there.  I think drinking a little here and there has just added it on.  I'm very disgusted with myself, and don't know how I let myself get to where I am now.  When I think about myself I just want to cry b/c of how I look.  My clothes don't fit like they used to. I had to buy size 14/16 jeans. I refuse to buy any more pants that size or bigger. This is it. I hope this website will really help me.  I don't know what else to do anymore.